Текст (слова) песни: Provenance - Carousel Of Descent

How you stand there so proud and beautiful
beside the black me, the sick and helpless one.
True gentle caring, natural and undemanding.
A childish wish youll see me through the night.
Ive seen them staring at me, even through the tears.
The worlds descending for a foolish boy in fear.
I keep all doors shut, I endure this bitter guilt.
I know they blame me but thats one thing I can take, right!
I can take it!

I wish that every single tear I shed was felt and seen by you,
so you would understand how much you are and mean to me.
I am so weak and tired, drugged somehow and sinking,
fevered and uncared for, strangely not even self-pitied.
Thoughts spinning, swirling, carousel of misadaption,
a freak of nature on the ride of a lifetime, yes, thats me.

The more I try to fight the deeper Im descending,
no use in trying crashing headfirst towards the ground.
It has to end somewhere, Ive known it would and here it is,
this carousel, descending, had its purpose and it was you.

How you stand there so proud and beautiful
beside the black me, the sick and helpless one.
True gentle caring, natural and undemanding.
A childish wish youll see me through it all.
Ive seen them staring at me, even through the tears.
The worlds descending for a foolish boy in fear.
I keep all doors shut, I endure this bitter guilt.
I know they blame me but thats one thing I can take.
I can take it!
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25th Hour Bleeding
All Of Reality
At Arms Length
At Random Choose
Carousel Of Descent
Climbing Ideals
Deluded Into Delerium
For Whom I Bleed
Frequencynic
Ignomeny Embodied
Listening
Mimie
Painted A Life
Shutdown
Tearful Bitter Broken
World Of Hurt