Текст (слова) песни: Illogic - Hate in a Puddle

 
[Illogic] 
I hate when it rains, cause in puddles I encounter this guy 
Unable to give a rebuttal but swift as the pain flood his eyes 
wonderin why he`s a gift with no purpose 
A priceless one-of-a-kind piece that`s worthless 
Grounded with no surface 
And when he shows one, it`s a facade 
Cause inside he fights feelings that he was mistake by God 
I see his confusion and self-deception 
Questions of relevance and intelligence 
He holds an illusion of self-acceptance 
that he shows to those outside lookin in 
He`s outside lookin in to his own life; lookin for strength 
to carry on as a pawn in this chess game of existance 
In his mind he wants to go on to the dawn 
and leave the stress that came with existance 
Hopin in death he`ll find life 
Cause as he lives, he roams the dark, tryin to find light 
He`s made his heart so hard, he doesn`t even cry anymore 
Cause he`s confronted sorrow frequently 
His heart`s been broken frequently 
It`s like he`s lost some part of him and just haven`t found it yet 
So in his search, he`s left with nothin but questions and regret 
All he wants to know is how one day, he`s content 
and the next day he`s cryin 
cause his life isn`t what he thought life meant 
He just wants to be happy, with his love and all 
But too often I get messages through telepathic calls 
He`s askin me through a puddle what more must he endure to continue 
But for some reason he knows he most endure to continue 
 
[Chorus] 
When I walk past puddles, my reflection calls beggin me 
to answer his questions about life and his perceptions 
and tell him why I hate him so much 
And you wonder why I hate him so much? 
Now when I walk past puddles, my reflection calls beggin me 
to answer his questions about life, and his perceptions 
and tell him why I hate him so much 
Damn, I wonder why I hate him so much 
 
[Illogic] 
Why did I hate him so much? I wondered, pondered on the question 
What in my mind caused me to despise my reflection? 
I didn`t know I just knew when I saw him, how I felt 
and hated the fact that he had to play with the cards that he was dealt 
He`s come in contact with some ill things that can`t be explained 
Life`s extracted his energy to where the pain can`t be contained 
So to me he comes, sheddin tears like skin 
Intimate with some, only the ones he calls friends 
If he even exists, he only exists in pain 
It`s like his life is a myth 
and he`s been blessed with the gift of shame, I mean 
From birth to love he`s been betrayed 
He`s an unknown in how to cope with that pain and dissapointment 
he`s come to know as he`s grown 
He feels he stands alone in this world of puddle images 
And he awaits the time for when, time finishes 
He tries to elevate thought, but he`s still chillin in the basement 
Awaitin a rebirth of his soul as it fears it`s spiritual placement 
 
[Chorus] 
 
[Illogic] 
God I pray you can give me a purpose or help me find it 
Cause on this narrow path of self-damnation, I can`t find it 
Is it somethin I need to know, some way I need to grow 
to get out of this rut, God give me some self-trust 
Love is somethin I`m lookin for but I`ve found it, or have I? 
I wanna live but can I, or do I have to die to? 
I try to, have life but my life seems kinda worthless 
as I`m starin at this puddle 
God I pray that you can give me a purpose or help me find it 
Cause on this narrow path of self-damnation, I can`t find it 
Is it somethin I need to know, some way I need to grow 
to get out of this rut, God please give me some self-trust 
Love is somethin I`m lookin for - thought I found it, or have I? 
I wanna live but can I, or do I have to die to? 
I try to, have life but my life seems kinda worthless 
as I`m starin in this puddle 
 
[Chorus] 
 
{*music changes*} 
 
[Illogic] 
I sit alone in dismal silence 
Peering into the eyes of my reflection 
Wondering if his thoughts are adjacent to my own 
What visions of eerie savagery 
are passing if purity lurks in the mind of he who I mirror? 
Lookin at him I am disgusted 
He lacks beauty in all external areas 
and internally he seems so confused 
Perplexed with this conundrum of life 
He proceeds to function or cope, lookin at it realistically 
Esteem he lacks, in all areas of existance 
Reason unknown 
What is the cause of the lack of this self-acceptance? 
I mean it seems like he needs constant assurance 
Some type of ritual proof that he`s even worth the oxygen he breathes 
A, light that shines upon him 
Is his living in vein? Does he have a purpose? 
Answer - eternally unknown
 

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